Friday, January 21, 2011

Resolution.

Every year I make some ridiculous new years resolution, that I know I wont keep.
A pointless goal..
But this year, this year, mmm, things will be different. I can promise that.
My new years resolution is simple. Easy.

BE AS HAPPY AS I POSSIBLY CAN.

So once I decided that this was my resolution, I had to figure out what I needed to do to be able to accomplish this.
I knew that I could put a smile on my face.
Walk taller.
Think brighter.

But I also realized that to be as happy as I possibly could, I would need to restructure my whole life. I had to rid of the bad, the hateful, the depressing, the stressful, the saddening things that I knew.

I needed to have only real friends.
Get rid of those fake, backstabbing bitches.
Get rid of those drama loving people.
Get rid of hateful & hurtful "souls".

I dont need people in my life who are going to make me feel bad, make me feel worthless, make me feel like maybe im not the best person i can be.
Because i know now, that i am the best version of my self possible.

I needed to get rid of "unhappy situations."
Situations that werent right.
Situations that were full of hate.

So I pulled in my close friends, & pushed out the people who didnt need to be in my life.
I exited every bad situation.
& I am very happy with the person I am today.

I am a mother.
& daugther is the reason for everything in my life!